Arz-o-sama kahan teri wassat ku paa-sake
Mera hi dil hai vo jahaan tu sama sake
Masnad-e-ishq hai saji,imaan jaa-baja bicha hua,fiza gulabon se mehki mehki huii,dil bas saakt deedar may khoya hua....sach kaha jaaye tou ye nazar rukh-e-roshan per kahaan tiki...vo bas rooh ka safar karti rahi...ajab khulaii safar tha...haan khulaii hi...jub ander bahar sab sunnatta ho...aur dil her arzu se khaali ho..sohbat-e-haq khud-feramoshi taari kar de,her pal javidan karde...bas haal-e-dil phir bhi bayaan na ho saka...kuch aisa samaa tha ke is se juda hone ko dil nahi chahe...
Saalon ki musafat-o-thakan ke baad padau nasib hua...yaan pahunch kar yon laga saari kofat jaise ghayeb hogaii...her yaas ne chola badla...her hasrat ko araam milgaya....Aah saari khahishen heech hain ek is jalwe ke siwa...sach mano to insaan ko khahishen hi kamzor karti hain...yaan her khahish sirf ek vird may dhal gaii..
Jinki rehbari ne asli moqam-e-ishq tak pahunchaya , jinki sohbat pal pal marifat ho, jinki nigahen buzargan-e-deen ki taleem ka pata deti hon , jinki zubaan Huzur ki mehafil sajati ho, jinki hikmat Rab ki qurbat tak ki rasaii ke siwa kuch bhi nahi..vo waseela jo khuda ku khud pasand ho jise miljaye tou phir vo kyon kar na deewana hojaye..insaan jo ilm-ul-ain ka rasiya jo tehra....bas tou phir pehchaan ka safar taye karne ki mohallat bakhshi gaii...bareekbin nigahon ne buniyad pehchaan li...bas tameer ki taujha ki der thi...so daras shuru hogaya...jahaan na zubaan ko kaam tha na mulaqat ka ehtmaam tha...faslon se bhi paighaam milne lage...jo sirf us dil ko hi mile jinse ummid thi....ummid...khulus-o-niyet ki ..jiske baghair ye safar mumkin hi nahi.....
Mujhe naaz hai unke karam ke mai qabil rahi...dua yehi ke sada qabil rahun...mere khuda mujhe tu bas apna banaye rakh...meri chahton ke silsilon may teri hi tou ronumaii hai..mujhe aur kya chahiye..haasil teri rehmat rahe...mere rehbar kaamil ki sada meri sadaon may jub se shaamil huii....meri samaton ne jabaja unhi ko suna...her sawal se peshter mere jawab mujh ko mile...sawali donon jahaan may mashur hogaya....ye karam murshad-e-mohtaram aapka....
jahad ki her raah per ek imtihaan mila ...mai ladkhadaii baar baar...her waqt unhon ne thama mujhe...mere sukun ki dawa wahi..mera imtihaan wahi....kitni nadan thi mai...hikmat kub samjh saki...baad ye bhed jaakar khula ye thi is safar ki ibtida...majazi se haqeeqi ki taraf..badhte her qadam tale nafs angara bana....khahishon ne rang badal badal kar her mod per ishara kiya...insaan ki aqal per jub dil qabiz rahe..phir kahaan dil ke siwa kuch dikhaii de...Haasil jo hua vo tha karam be intiha...
Veeraan gulshan ko sarsabz baharan hone tak maali ne chaman ki saari veerani khud may utarli...khud chaman ban gaya...gulshan ki kali kali mehakaii...gulshan bekhabar raha is achanak bahar ki amad may chupe ishare se...gulshan ki hasraton ki shaam aakhir dhal hi gaii...usne jise bahar samjha tha usey milgaii...jhonka bahaar ka aake guzar gaya...daali daali patta patta ek naye husn se aarasta hogaya....ye dane thi saheb-e- jamaal ki....jisne apne mohabbat ke noor se veeranion ko roshnion ki khairath bakhshi....
Mohabbat her roop may kimiaii asar rakhti hai...tarse huye dilon ke liye zindgi ki soghat ye...jaan balab dilon ke liye aab-e-hayaath ye......beshqeemti hai agar sachi hai...isi ehsaas se hausle qayem hain...azam panapte hain...safar asaan hai....zindgi ki tahreek hai ye...warna khushi ka moqam kya...so saaheb....nawaze jaane ka amal sirf nawazish paane wale per hi ashkar hota hai...mere her ehsaas se pyaara ye khayal hai ....ke vo mere sang safar per....
Dauran-e-daras ek moqam aisa aaya ke duniya bojh lagne lagi...bas arzu yehi rahi ke ab kuch nahi...bas lagan rahe mere rehbar ke qadmon ki...vo nishaan hain meri najat ke..vo charagh hain meri kainat ke....sard-o-germ se jujhte saubaton may khud ko khojte mushkilon ki talaash may ...raah-e-mehbub ki paasdari ka sila chahne walon ko nawazte..her nazar paighaam hai...her karam imaan hai...aisi sohbat ki lagan kub deewangi bani...kub junun ne begana-e-duniya kardiya pata hi na chala....her taraf jo bhi mila...jisne jo bhi kaha ,lafz lafz may wahi maujud they....najane kub is yaqeen ne mujhe mujh se juda kar diya....aur mujhi ko pata na chalaa...
Banda her surat may hikmaton ka aseer hai...waqt ki her maang usko karni hai ada..her rishta jis se vo hai bandha, unse her surat nibah chahe hai khuda...so madhosh bekhabar majnun bekhudi ki achanak mulaqat ek hadise se huii...nagahani hi tou thi..jise umr bhar socha kiya...jiski her dam hasrath rahi...jo kabhi na mil saka...jiski koi arzu baakhi nahi rahi...jo halath ki her maar ka adi hochuka....uske samne arzu jub pesh ho....phir usey kiska hosh ho...ye azmaish bhi thi...aur hosh ki bhi thi dawa...per kamzor nadan dil ye maar seh na saka..umr ka pehla tajruba jo anmol tha....usey khud ke liye thofa samjh naaz qismat pe karne laga....kahin door vo sitamgar lamha khada zer e lub muskura raha tha.....
Aye bani nu ....bas teri pahunch yehin tak...tu khud se aage kabhi na badh saka....teri nazar gar tujh se hate...to jaan le rab ke faisle...mohabbaton ki dastaan sirf qalam ki meeras kya...gar ye ayaan to phir jo chupa hai vo kyon nahi hai nihaan....nadan bas ek hi waar may saari hasti bikher gaii...jo kal talak bezar ghum-e-jahaan rahe unhi may phir hogaye mubtila....vo bhi karam tha ,tha jo kal talak, ye bhi karam tha jo roop badal kar mil gaya...warna khud se mulaqat mumkin na thi....ek daur tha khud per hi roya kiye...jo apna tha hi nahi usi ke peeche dil laga raha....jo paas tha uski khabar na thi....
Ek bechaini baksh kar bismil ka rakhs dekha kiya....aur zakhm zakhm dastaan bana...duniya thi nasamjh....usne dekha sirf rakhs.....bismil pe jo guzri vo sirf janta tha wahi jiska apna sa haal tha....deen-o-dil ki serhadon may ghira ....donon may dhundta tha khuda.....
Mohabbat jub kisi dil ko bakhshi jaati hai vo sirf mohabbat hi hoti hai moqadas hi hoti hai...hijr-o-visaal ka khauf laazmi...arzu bhi usi ki dane hai..ye sab deewanon ka asasa hain...falsafa mohabbat ka sab ne apne apne dhang se samjhaya...koi kehta hai waan arzu ka dakhal nahi..koi kehta hai ummid ka wajud hi na ho...mohabbat apne aap may hi kaamil hai...saare jazbon ki sartaaj....waan her jazba jayez hai..haan zabt ki kasoti per qatal hona hi meraaj kehalaya..ye koi us beqarar se puche tadap ka maza kya hai...intizar ka janaza kaise niklta hai...ummid ka lahu kub sukh jaata hai...rang zindgi se kaise ud jaate hain...derd ka safar hai ye...isey mohabbat may mohabbat se taye kiya jaata hai....na paane ki tamanna na manzil ki chahat...bas socha kiye sada usey bekhudi may hum....ye lutf ye inbisaath zindgi may nahi...jub ho khayaal-e-yaar phir zindgi bhi nahi...duniya-o-mafeeha se bekhabar kaise hua jaata hai ye koi deewanon se puche...jinhon ne chakha ho is sangeen halaath-o-jazbaat ka maza.....
rafta rafta ankh se tapkti hai ye...her kasak may sada deti hai ye.....zakhmon ka nasha hojata hai isey....soz-e-jigar bhi naghma sara lagta hai...gharz uska her waar maza deta hai...tabhi tou tareekh banti hai ye....kitne jigar chaak kiye isne...kitne dil iski nazar huye....so ek aur dil ko jub ye sacha jazba sonpa gaya vo bhi inhi se guzra....ajab kya tha.....haan vo dil jiski chah may iski haqeeqat bhul chuka tha ...kya waqi ye jazba aaj bhi duniya may maujud hai? uske sawal ko jawab yon mila....saza hi sahi...meher hi sahi...mila tou....saza yon ke paane wale ki soch haqeeqaton ki mutlashi...dene wale ka karam azmaishi....ilzaam usi dil per aaya jo haqeeqaton se guzra ...guzra bhi yon ke sab gumaan sa lage..
Ajab dastoor hain ishq ke marahil taye karne ke....bas....shikaar hi jaane....ek agahi ka safar tha....her ehsaas naya paighaam liye milta...dekh ishq isi ko kehte hain....fana hojana...apni zaat se begana hojjana....yon hota hai deewanapan....ab tak dil ne hazaron sawal kiye they....jawab ban kar jazba-e-haqeeqi mil gaya....log kehte hain jazbaati hona thik nahi...jahaan jazbaat na hon waan mohabbat hi nahi....aqal ki meeraas unku hi mubarak...hum dil ke maron ki duniya her roz naii hai...her pal paighaam hai...
Tou saaheb....paarkhi ne parakh liya...ek aur dil deewana maujud tha....bas uska haath thamne ki der thi...ek aise safar per le jaya gaya jahaan aqal nahi pahunchti...na basaarat ki majaal....ke vo nazara dekhe....bas mehsusath ki duniya thi vo......khwab se jagaya gaya....asal se milaya gaya....Aah.....najane kitni todphod huii....wahi dil jaane....jisper guzri...haqeeqaton ko jhelna ...aasan nahi tha.......ek khwab...ek khayal ke sang puri zindgi chund lamhon may ji li gaii thi...vo pal tou sabt hogaye they zeest ki jabeen per baad-e-naseem ka pehla lams ban kar.....vo kisi taur noche nahi jasakte....haan ekhtiyaar de diya gaya...perwaaz ko rokne ka....
Ankh khuli to paas kuch bhi nahi tha....saara chaman veeraan hogaya...her jazba be-naam hogaya....bas ek mohabbat baakhi rahi....jo sang saans leti ho vo juda ho bhi kaise....
Baargaah-e-aali ke taye shuda faisle Dargah-e-faiz may amali jama pehnaye jaate hain....aur jinke hisse may fazal-o-karam ki nawazishen hoti hain unhen daawat milti hai...banda bekhabri may hi imtihanon se guzarta hai..raahen taye karta hai...manzil tou khair raahen hi nasib hojayen ye bhi bahut...so saaheb ....Ajmer shareef se hi vo nayaab moti mila...waan hi daras shuru hua.....
Ghum kya hai...aur ghumkhwari kya...derd kis ka shadeed hai...apna ya paraya....vo ansu jo dusre ke ghum may bahe hon vo anmol hain...so derd-e-dil bantne wale hi insaan kehlaye...itaa-at ki ek misaal ye bhi hai...ibadat ki ek kadi ye bhi hai...aur mangne se peshter dene ki rasam nibhaii jaati hai..aur banda jo behter taye kare vo khoobter hota hai...ilm-o-akhalakh ki buniyaaden mazbut ki jaaten hain..amal ki rahon per qadam der qadam rahbari milti hai...
Kise khabar thi ke karam khud bakhud apni raahen dhund lega...aur raahi hum bhi honge...hua ye....Dar-e-Nawaz per dil khamosh hogaya...nazar bolti rahi...Mere khwaja aapke der ka sukun her dil may phailta hua....ajab khud-faramoshi hai ...dono alam ke israar inme khulne lage....Aapke dar se khulfa-o-rushda ka milna isi baat ki tasdiq hai...aapke paighaam aapke ashiqan ki sohbat may jise bhi mile vo khaas hua....ye ezaaz mayus dilon ko bakhsh kar na-ummidi se baaz rakhne ki saii ki jaati hai...aur unke liye raahen tayeen ki jaati hain...jahaan sukun-o-mohabbat ki daulat ka suragh mil jata hai....
Arcot dalan ki raunaq mere rehbar ke dam se hai...unki masnad baqa-e -noor..unka wajud sarapa surur....nazar nazar mohabbat....lafz lafz aqaa ki aqeedat..mujhe hamesha aisa hi laga ke mere samne ek noor ki chadar tan gaii hai..aar paar sab saaf sa...na koi qad-o-khaal..na koi rang-o-roop...bas yahan se wahaan tak ek noor....khayal jub rubaru ho tou tassaur ki zarurat hi kya...ye haqeeqaten theen jo rubaru theen...mai bas sama-at bani sunti rahi aur sama-ten vo sunti raheen jo unhon ne kaha hi nahi....ye nisbat dil ki thi...ye aqeedat unke mehafil ki thi...ye khasa unki shaksiyet ka tha.....jo nazar araha tha vo kuch aur hi tha....jo kuch aur tha vo ojhal tha......meri hissen bedaar theen...meri zuban gung...dil tha ke pighla jaraha tha....jaise ankhon se bah jayega.....ajab alam tha....sadion ke derd phut phut kar bahne lage.....mano unke qadmon may doob jayenge....
Saaheb...unki nigahon ki muskurahat kehti huii milti " deewano,maine tumhen pehchaan liya hai..ab tum mujhe pehchano " mera paighaam lo...isey samjho...jano...aur itbaa-e-aaqa ke usul apnao aur apni buniyaaden mazbut karo...khokle jasd khaaki hain...roohon ki tanzeem hi asal maqsad-e-perwaz hai..her muskurahat bas ek paighaam thi...jise bas dil sunta raha...ser dhunta raha...sukun ki asal se mulaqat huii...bechainion ko qarar milta gaya..jaise bhatke huye musafir ko manzil ka pata mil gaya ho...jaise kisi pyaase ko paani ki ahamiyet samjhaii gaii ho..saraab hi sahi per nakhlistan ki jhalak safar jaari rakhti hai....isi tarha manzil paane ki tadap raahon per gamzan rakhti hai....azam qayam rehta hai...aur justaju baakhi.....ajab hikmaten theen...mutlashi ke liye waqt hamesha simta raha...aur manzil her qadam per faasla taye karti rahi...safar taweel se taweelter hota gaya...lamha lamha aagahi....her padau laga ajnabi...per raste sab ek they...aur her taraf wahi....
Aaj bhi her vo lamha rubaru hai ..jub khuda ki khudaii se mulaqat huii...ye dane dilrubaii..ye inaam kibriaii...unki sohbat ka her pal maseehaii...unki rehberi khuda tak ki rasaii hai...so saheb...safar us waqt shuru hua jub unki nazar-e-karam ne dil ki duniya badal dali...nazar kya thi..kya kahun alfaz nahi milte...agar isey mubaligha na kahen tou waqi ek jhankaar huii..ek dhamak si goonji...dil ekbargi saakt hogaya....khauf –o-adab donon eksaath pesh huye...un nigahon may saare jazbe numayaan they...jinme ulfat sarchasma ...ek dilasa ....ghumgusari....aur ek waar nafs-e-amaara per kaari....kuch chan se tuta...awaz ander door door tak sunaii di....bas us lamha ek banda chun liya gaya.....
ye alag baat hai ke kaun kitna qabil hai....nadan ko aaqil bana gaya...phir dil ki sairgahon may uljhaya gaya...donon muqamat ki rushnasi aur imtiyaaz ka mauqa faraham kiya gaya...dil be-niyaaz ...aqal-e-saleem karsaaz.....kiski bartari raas aati hai kise....ye tou tayeshuda fitraten hain jinse admi bache kaise....raah-e-wafa may dil ki baazi haar kar mehbub ko jeeta jaata hai...mohabbat itne rangon may muntaqal hojati hai ke banda hairaan-o-shashud isme kho jaata hai.....khayaal ka guzar bas sawal tak..
Gharz nazron se jo pilaii gaii vo marifat ki pheli bund thi...vo marifat jo asal ki hai...Aulia akraam ki sohbaten bashar ko qalb ki safaii ke pehle marhale se guzarti hain...phir unper karam ke derwaze khole jaate hain...banda khulus-o-niyet se chahe kitna hi nake kyon na ho...phir bhi uski shaksiyet ki poshida khamiyaan uske rubaru ki jaati hain...khud usey unse jujhne ka mauqa faraham kiya jaata hai...nafsani jung..bahrkaif nafs paspa ho hi jaata hai...kyon ki haqeeqat kamzor nafs ki buniyaad per panahgazeen nahi hosakti...so amali taur per muntakhab ko mazbut kiya jaata hai.......
Hmmmmmmm ye agahi ka safar bahut kathin sahi per darya surur ka....aur dilon ke serbasjud hone ka manzar bahut khubsurat hota hai...insaan ser jhukaye khwab-e-ghaflat may zindgi ganwaye....maza to tab hai jub bargaah-e-mohabbat may dil-o-jabeen dono jhukaye....ser se paon talak paa-e-yaar tale bich jaaye....khud se bekhabar ..ho bas usi ki khabar....jo hamesha mukhatib ke paas hai...ye saara faiz mere rehbar ke dam se.....mai unke her karam ke sadqe....mere dono jahaan nisaar unpe...imaan kahe hai yaqeen hun mai...meri jaan kahe unke qadmon may haseen hun mai...mehr-o-wafa kahe rehbari ki dane hun mai....
khatakaar ki ek naki uske her amal-e-ghaflat ka namulbadal hojati hai...ek waqya hai....ek sharabi nashe may choor sadak per ladkhadaye chala jaraha tha...dafatan uski nazar zameen per tiki..kya dekhta hai ke ek kaghaz ka tukda zameen per pada hai....be-sakhta usko utha leta hai...aur dhundlaii nazren usper chapi ibarat padh leti hain..Bismilla hirahaman niraheem....Ya Allah kehta hua usey ankhon se laga leta hai aur apni topi may rakh leta hai....bas rab ko bande ki ye ada itni pasand aii jisme madhoshi may bhi paas-e-adab tha..adab may jhalkti mohabbat thi...jo wahad-ahu la-sharika-lahu ki tazeem may rachi basi thi...so saheb...humara her adna se adna amal mayne rakhta hai ..sabaq awaleen mil gaya..aur dooam ye ke vo mohabbat jo bila-tafreeq sab may bat rahi thi..Dar-e-Nawaz per...mere rehbar ke dil se her dil may muntaqal horahi thi.her vo dil jisne ek nigaah unper daali...ek nigaah unki paali.ajab nazare they.jinme mai yon doobi ke dil us muqam-e-mehbubi se lautna hi nahi chahta tha.
"Gar tum apne aas paas bikhre rishton ko na nibha paoge phir mujh se kya nibhaoge."...mere rehber ka ishara panchi ko apni perwaz per lautane ki taraf tha..aur panchi jo qufas se azad hua chahta tha...ye duniya qufas hi tou lagi raaz paalene ke baad...her chehra ajnabi hi laga khud ke khojane ke baad...hwaqt judaii humne khud se tak ankh churaii..mubada dil kahin ye na kahe..naa jaa ab kahin aur tera thikana nahi...unki nazar nazar kah rahi thi..tu jahaan bhi rahega mera tujh sa deewana nahi....
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